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08 November 2009 @ 09:13 am

I'm FINALLY back on LJ :p But of course I'm still on hiatus :[ I finished homework last night so I have time to post today (: To everyone who had their birthday, while I was away; I'm sorry :[ Happy Super Duper Late Belated Birthday~ Recently; School has been driving me insane. I feel like my life is terribly boring 2/3 of the time :p I have nothing to talk about anymore :[ I'm not even up-to-date with my fandom! School, and Ejay are keeping me occupied :p Well Ejay only like 2 days a week :[ I wish I could see him everyday because he makes the problems go away. Oh that little boy <3 I haven't seen him for a whole week now because of this Pathfinders thing at a different church :p Plus his phone got confiscated because his mom is evil D: Since I've been gone; Things between me and Ejay have been------complicated because of his mom. She really dislikes me. I don't know why. I heard she use to like to me a lot before and always talked good about me. There's no reason for her to not like me now. She should be HAPPY that I'm TAKING CARE of her beloved son :p Since according to what I've observed and heard; She pays more attention to Ejay's younger brother than him :p

( Oh noes~ )

Yna loves you all (;

Tags: fandom, friends, life, love, school

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Current Music: A Boy; Kwon Ji Yong <3 !

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01 October 2009 @ 05:41 pm

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SORRY!
Forgive me for not being on for the longest time here on Livejournal.
So much things have been going on in school and just life, itself.
It's October already, wohoo. To my dear f-list, if any of you wish to
take me off your f-list, feel free to do so :[ Please tell me first though so
I won't look for you guys :| I'm on a lot actually. On the computer but
just listening to music or on facebook or tumblr but all those posts
are not as meaningful or long as my posts here in livejournal. I just
don't have the time anymore to keep typing about my life :[ Once again,
I am deeply sorry. Plus I've been less of a fangirl since this school year started.
School is really stressing. I guess I can't balance everything out well :[
If any of you want to keep in contact with me, I do have a MSN now, a YM, aim,
gmail, facebook, and tumblr. Plus twitter. Feel free to ask me for any of
those in this entry.

Tags: life

Current Mood:

tired

Current Music: If Ever You're In My Arms Again;Sam Milby&Toni Gonzaga

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06 September 2009 @ 07:48 am

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Today = work. work. work. In ten minutes, I shall start my homework. I should finish by 10 or so :p I also have to feed Ysah and take care of her this whole day because my dad decided to WORK this weekend. I could have been KAYAKING AGAIN but no :p Well at least Marissa is coming over around 12 or 1 :p I'm kinda :[ about this weekend now. I want to have so much fun but I can't. I want to hang out more with Ejay but I can't. If only my mom was here :[ She let me Ejay hang out during 3 day weekends :[ Grrr. I miss my mom :[ She's not coming back till the 16th of this month :p /lameee.

Anyways I FINALLY made a msn :D it's rawritseeenax3@live.com :D Please tell me yours so I know random people are adding me to their list XD Ha. I shall comment away tomorrow :D

Tags: life

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Current Music: Pretty Boy;2NE1

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02 September 2009 @ 07:09 pm

Whuuuut? She's back?!

I haven't been on LJ at all since my last post. School is really ugh. Plus I keep getting a fever. I'm still caught up in freaking drama. WTH? But anyways I miss you all <3 Keep contact with me thru aim, yeah? [: My aim sn is haebbyx3 and once again, I'm more active in facebook or tumblr. I post short little things on them and not long meaningful ones like on LJ XD well sometimes in tumblr, I do [: I'm terribly sorry for being a bad LJ friend :[ PROMISE; THIS 3 DAY WEEKEND I WILL COMMENT ON PPL'S ENTRIES D< Or right now since I ACTUALLY FINISHED HOMEWORK EARLY XD Hahaha~

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Current Music: Rainism;Rain

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22 August 2009 @ 07:36 pm

It's been too long~

It is Saturday. This week was just not that good for me.
In school, with family, with Ejay. Nothing was going well.
I think I failed my first French III test. Chemistry is still
bugging the heck out of me. Family----- Mom is gone :p
She's at the PI because yeah---Funeral.
With Ejay; ugh. I don't know. We're okay now though.
But it was just a roller coaster between us this week.
More of like today at church :p It's okay though.
But this is what made my week better<3

You guys knew it was coming right? XD
I only saw it today in this FY!SuperJunior tumblr site~ hehe.

Tags: ejay, life, school, teukhae

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bouncy

Current Music: Fantasy;Danny Fernandes

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17 August 2009 @ 07:59 pm

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R.I.P Lola Remy<3 Mahal Kita .
Lola means grandma in tagalog. I got home from school hearing
this type of news. Tears ran down my face. I thought I was okay a couple of minutes
later but I was wrong. I ended up calling Ejay and crying like a little kid.
I was never the type of person who expressed how she felt with actions
when it came to family members. I wanted to see her this Christmas :[
But I guess I can no longer do that :[ My mom is the only one flying back
to the Philippines this Wednesday because I have school :[ So does Ysah
and Tatay[dad] has work :[ She won't be coming back till Sept. 15.
Now what do I do? I was very sad but I can't mope that long, can't I?
I just hope that I can see her again-----someday.

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Current Music: Kiss Kiss Kiss; Hwayobi ft Sleepy

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15 August 2009 @ 09:24 pm

Kiss Kiss Kiss <3

♥ ♥ ♥

I just had to post that ;D
They're adorable together, yes? [;
She looks so happy and in love<3
I'm envious of them [; hehe~
{ Mmm Baby should be coming home tomorrow :D }
Now off I go to memorize new French II & III verbs XD
Then the periodical table for Chem :p
Wish me luck ! <3333 [:

Tags: hwayobi, life, school, sleepy

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ecstatic

Current Music: Kiss Kiss Kiss;Hwayobi ft Sleepy x3

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13 August 2009 @ 05:25 pm

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I cry at the sound of your voice. Four days of no communication killed me. You being far away always meant no communication because you're a scaredy cat :p Scared of loosing your phone T------------T I guess I miss you a lot. I still feel like crying. Only 2 minutes of talking to you feels like less than 10 seconds but I'm thankful that your mom let you call although she said only two minutes. I miss you terribly baby. Come back soon <3

Tags: ♥Ejay

Current Mood:

determined

Current Music: Crushed; Rosette

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13 August 2009 @ 03:28 pm

Yupp

( I see every little TeukHae moment :p )

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12 August 2009 @ 07:45 pm

RAWR~

SEMI HIATUS D<
Well school started today. It was fun fun fun<3
Friends. Walk to dairy queen. LOLing.
BUT I'm in FRENCH III. That's NOT great. I'm suppose to
be in French II but there's no room so I have to learn
BOTH French II & III. Freaking rawr. So much work.
Plus in my chemistry class, our grades are being graded
like this; 70% depends on our tests. 23% on labs. 7% Homework.
I do bad on both tests and labs which means FAILURE.
You guys, I really need everyone's help/encouragement this year.
I will be busting my ass off for both classes.
I will be on my tumblr and facebook more often now. Have either?
Want to add me? :D Well for tumblr it's

http://haebbyx3.tumblr.com

&& for facebook, you have to type Yna Calderon [:

What else to say---- I'm looking forward to GD's solo album.
I have a SJ SHIRT :D Daughtie J/Jaimee got it for me [:
She's giving it to me maybe hmm next week? :p She couldn't
use the pic

inny_cent made for me though :p That's okay,
it's my background now<3 Such beautiful TeukHae love<3 XD
I will print it one day, it's too beautiful to just stay on the
computer :p Another updatel OHHHHH~
Jaimee bought a Big Bang DVD. I think it's the Global Warning
Concert one [; We shall watch it ------- SOON~
WELL I LOVE YOU GUYS&GIRLS<333333
*hugs >:D< *muah :D

Tags: fandom, friends, life, school

Current Mood:

devious

Current Music: Best I Ever Had; Drake

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11 August 2009 @ 02:57 pm

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This guy's mad at me XDD
http://margielwagas.tumblr.com/post/160778091
Read it~ :p

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10 August 2009 @ 11:13 pm

Goodbye my love~

We're both happy without each other. I don't need her, she doesn't need me. You know how they say there's no such thing as loved? It's not love at all if you say you LOVED that person. I can honestly say I STILL love Claudine. Sure not as much. Sure we're probably not even friends anymore. She hasn't talked to me since I poured out all my feelings to her which has been over a month, and I do NOT expect her to say anything now. Our so called friendship felt like one sided love to me [: I always looked at my friends as somehow my lovers before, and I still kind of do. Well it was nice knowing her. It was nice to feel that I had a best friend. She didn't really feel like my best friend. I never did feel like I had my OWN best friend [: I say God is my best friend [: Sometimes it makes me sad that well obviously he won't talk back but he knows everything about me without me even having to say a word. Ejay's also a best friend of mine [: But I don't want to take him away from HIS BEST FRIEND. I'm envious of everyone who has their own best friend cause I can't honestly say I really have one to call my own. I have lots of friends whom I call best friends because they are--- But you know I still feel different. They all knew someone longer and are best friends which makes me envious. Someone told me, why aren't you happy? You have a boyfriend. Sure Ejay means a heck a lot to me<3 He really does but my whole world does NOT revolve around him although he claims his revolves around me. It's not fair to his friends and not fair to mine if it did. Ha , funny. I just read a quote. "We promised we'd be best friends forever.... so what happened?" Claudine and I did promise that---ridiculous. That's one reason why I no longer made promises :[ Then I started to make promises again because of Ejay and I'm hoping none of those promises break. I don't believe in "promises are meant to be broken." It's YOUR choice if you want it to and my decision is that I'm keeping my promises. Claudine Claudine Claudine. I sure had a great love for her. I guess it just wasn't enough in the end [: No, I'm not emo. Sure it's sad, a friendship ended but look at this, I gained more when it did(: Goodbye My Squishie.My "Twin." My "First Love." (: { 209 pictures of just me and her~ what happened? XD }

Tags: friends, personal

Current Location: Reminiscing road~

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10 August 2009 @ 06:23 pm

Kwon JiYong <3

Choi Seunghyun was my first love in Big Bang but Mr. Kwon JiYong took over [; LOL~ Then Super Junior took over~ But let's put the spotlight back to Mr.Kwon JiYong with his upcoming solo album <3 I'm loving both of the songs he's let us take a peak on [; ESPECIALLY BUTTERFLY<3

LYRICS TRANSLATED
It's all about you, my butter fly
Everytime I come close to you (everytime I'm feeling you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream everytime (I get butterflies check it)
Looking at the sky by chance like
it resembles you when you smile
Uniquely bright girl woo baby
credit: sparkskey @ livejournal
and credits to elavipp for the video(:

Tags: gdragon

Current Mood:

relaxed

Current Music: Butterfly'Kwon JiYong x3

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10 August 2009 @ 10:52 am

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I'm tired. Tired of being the subject of gossip at church. Why aren't adults being adults? Plus Ejay's mom doesn't like it when I lean on his shoulder. That's not going to get me pregnant. She keeps thinking we're going to have sex and I'm going to get pregnant. Hugging won't equal to sex. Kissing won't equal to sex. Leaning on someone's shoulder WILL MOST DEFINITELY NOT EQUAL TO SEX. We have no privacy at all anymore. They think we'll do something in a room. Um common now, at CHURCH?! Do they really think that LOW of us? I mean, I can understand about me 'cause I come of as rebellious to them sometimes but Ejay? Ejay's the nicest guy/kid ever at church. I'm so amazed that they think that way. So now both of us can't go anywhere even when we're with friends. So literally no kissing. Not even on the cheek. They think everything is going to lead to sex which drives me insane. I'm so tired of having to stop myself from doing what I want to do with Ejay. Hugging is bad, cuddling is bad, they think everything that has something to do with skinship is bad~ ! I'm tired of having to worry who's watching us. I'm tired of having to see Ejay sad that we can't just be normal us. Ejay and I can only be the REAL us when we're alone together or not being watched, why can't they understand? Why do they have no trust at all? I'm getting sick of everything. I wish that 9 years would already pass. Yes, I believe we will last that long---even longer. I have faith. Why give up? Even before we were going out, they were already watching us. For almost two whole years, well it is actually two whole years now. I'm ugh~ I want to be happy , I was so happy. I forget everything when Ejay's with me. Now Ejay's probably in Wisconsin by now for this club thing. A whole week without Ejay, I think I can survive somehow. I mean I did live without him for at least 11 years of my life. It's just unbearable to think he won't be in it. He has been in it for four years now. Well school will start this Wednesday for me, so I guess I'll be gone for awhile :( Sorry f-list :p I will have to step up a bit more this year :p Plus I'm thinking a healthier me [; LOL. I need to look good cause well I won't have PE after this year, and I don't want to let go of myself . I need to get use to it now XD ha. Well that's all for now<3 [: Love you all <3

Tags: life, school, ♥Ejay

Current Mood:

gloomy

Current Music: Scared Of Lonely;Beyonce

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10 August 2009 @ 10:39 am

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Happy Birthday to

x_fei !
Hope you have a wonderful time on your special day<3

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Current Music: Down;Jay Sean

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07 August 2009 @ 10:38 am

Oh yes<3

Read number 10!

You gotta click on that link! Read it all [; Especially the first number 10.
HanChul AND TeukHae. Both my OTPs. Ha I'm HAEPPY :D
Now I want a fancam T----------------T

Tags: hanchul, otps, teukhae

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Current Music: If It Kills Me;Jason Mraz

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06 August 2009 @ 09:37 pm

One word;Beautiful.

This show is love<3 Has the most Beautiful, Touching, Sexiest dances ever.
This has got to be one of my faves out of ALL FIVE SEASONS<3

Tags: jason, jeanine, so you think you can dance

Current Mood:

touched

Current Music: If It Kills Me;Jason Mraz

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04 August 2009 @ 07:52 am

3 months[:

August 4, 2009 ♥
3 Months of nothing but pure love<3 Yes you read right. LOVE. Lol. I'm so sure of it. I have at least 8 more years and 9 months to go before we get married ! XDDD LOL. Didn't I tell you guys it was all planned? So hmm May 4, 2018 on a Friday! XD aha. Well when I checked, I think it was on a Friday XD Wow. This boy. Seriously though, I really can't imagine myself with someone else. If you guys knew every little thing we've been through, you would be amazed. Plus you'd wonder how such an amazing boy like him would love ME who treated him bad. Yup, there was a time when I was really mean to him trying to push him away. Even before May 4, 2009, we were already so close and had a strong bond [: So comfortable with each other. So much love. So much happy memories<3 So much obstacles. Who knew? (: Yes I am young and will meet many more people in my remaining time in high school and in college, but so what? I'm happy with Ejay. Yes I will meet more people but to me, Ejay's who I love, who I want, and the only one I need, period. { but gahhh, i'm sick today ;-------------; i feel horrible DDD< }

Tags: life, ♥Ejay

Current Mood:

sick

Current Music: Be On You;Flo Rida ft Ne-Yo

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02 August 2009 @ 10:22 pm

Ssssh, it's a secret [;

Last week was just mm love<3 [: So hmm I got my first kiss this Saturday XD Ha, yeah. I just had to say it ;-----------; But aww Ejay's gotta leave next Monday and will be gone again for a week for this whole Pathfinders Club :p LAME. Well We spent more time together [: Wednesday;Kayaking. Friday+Saturday=Church(; Then today we went to church again to help out with cleaning ^^ Yes, it was fun XD LOL~ There's really a lot of supportive church members<3 I love them (: Especially Lolo[Tagalog word for like Grandpa. I call everyone either Aunt, Uncle, Grandma or Grandpa XD] Isiah <3 And Tita{Aunt] Emy (; Ha yeah [: Well I'm not as active :p Cause yeah school is starting soon D< I have to go to school on August 4 to turn in stuff and I asked Marissa if we get our schedules that day XD WE DO :D I'm excited but scared XD BUT AHH~ It's late ;---------; I gotta get off already D< Sorry f-list :p ILY<33

Tags: ♥Ejay

Current Mood:

loved

Current Music: Down;Jay Sean

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30 July 2009 @ 08:45 pm

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Hehe, I just copied the questions from

papyong

I like these questions so yeah XD ahaha~
I'm bored so this is what I'm doing :o Hmm, I feel like
I need a new layout and new icons :p Anyways [:

1. What is your favorite all time ship out of any fandom and why?

If we're talking about REAL Romance, then it's hands down Mark Herras and Jennylyn Mercado. I've been such a TOPAK {MarkJen fanclub} for the longest time. I don't care what other people say. I know I support other love teams in the Philippines but Mark&Jen will always be number 1 to me. They really have gone through a lot. How I wish they'd get back together and just get married. They said so themselves that if they do get back again, they'll make sure that that will be the last time--meaning no more break ups [; You know what that means! However if we're talking about BROmance~ Then I obviously ship TeukHae like no other~ lol. TeukHae---BAM~ You'll immediately think of ME :D

2. What would you name your first child if you had to right now?
Rofl. Okay so Ejay and me always talk about this. We agreed on Donghae for the boy and Yna for the girl. He's in love with my name -.-" He was all "So Yna Junior." I was all "Junior's for guys, silly." Ejay: Really? Then Yna what? LOL. Anyways but we changed again :p He said he might get jelly if I SAY "Donghae, I love you." So we switched to Jason but then he said he might get jelly again XD { There's this super duper adorable half Korean/Filipino baby at church that I use to call my boyfriend XD } But seriously, I've never thought of names before so I guess I'll go with those ^^

3. What was the last book you read?
Umm. I seriously do not know. Wait~ I had to read To Kill A Mockingbird because it was a requirement for us :p

4. If you could marry any guy on earth, who would it be and why?
~~Lee Donghae<3~~ Ejay Myron Tumulak(: Is there even a need to explain? This ~~boy err~~ guy means everything to me<3 I don't know why that would ever change. It's been almost 2 years since we've been best friends [: Feelings eventually developed ;D He's just too good to be true actually. He makes me so haeppy<3 Loving.Caring.Funny.Nice.Ugh~Everything good. I still call him a litto boy but he's starting to grow up XD LOL~ What is this?! PEDO STATUS?! XD HAHA~ He can be pretty attractive/hot/sexy [; But he's mostly adorable<3 Personality+looks wise is really adorable<3 And can you believe he's NEVER been mad at ME? I wonder how I'd handle him when he does XD And the MOST important reason; I love him to death<3

5. Have you ever wished your name was something else, if so, what?
Nope :p I always liked my name(: I love it actually [: Idk why~ I've never met another person named Romina or Yna. Well I met other people who's name sounded similar to Yna but it's spelled like Ina, Ynnah, Ena, etc. [; So I feel special (:

Tags: meme

Current Music: When It Rains;Git Fresh

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